10/4 [9:00p]
It’s been three months since the last time we talked, and today I am confident to say that I am doing a lot better without you. Before you were the only person I depended on and I was very attached. It took me 3 months of complete absence and a one-week vacation on a cruise ship a few moments after we stopped talking to realize the many things that I failed to see before.
There are many other people who are there for me. There are more people that I can depend on and share strong bonds with. There are new friendships waiting to happen and it begins with a simple ‘hi’. That I’m putting limits on myself because I’m too afraid to try something new. To step away from my comfort zone and just do what I want to do. To be more confident with myself. To love myself as much as I love the world and everybody else. To travel and discover new things. To live life. To live life…
You see, I’ve grown into a better person over the past 3 months. I became to appreciate life a lot more. Though I value friendships very much, there’s only so much I can do before I throw the towel. I don’t need to be negative all the time. I let the positivity flow to me and lead me to better things. My new friends need me as much as I need them. I will spend my time and energy with them instead.
Our time together was amazing and I will always remember the good times. But now, it’s time for me to move forward and look for a better tomorrow. I am still proud to call you a very good friend of mine, even when that’s now a thing in the past. If you ever need me for some reason, I’m still here to help you..but I will not go back and be dependent on you again. I know you’re doing a lot better without me, so I must be okay to also live life wthout you.
Thank you very much. I can finally move on.
Good luck in your own path in life.
-Christian
